Crohn's Quine Diary entries: 23rd-29th July 2012
Hi everyone you all had a great weekend. This post is my diary entries for the 15th-22nd of July. If you qould like to
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27th July 2012
Dear Diary
I haven’t written for a good few days now because I have had a big disappointment this week. On Tuesday I took my first 25mg dose of mercaptopurine but I had an allergic reaction to the tablet, it really was a massive blow and it has set me back a bit because my depression has become worse again. I honestly don’t think the antidepressants that I am on are working anymore because my depression has been getting worse the last few weeks.
The only good thing about this week is that my oesophageal stricture has not got any worse I am still able to drink and eat Wotisits, Skips and cakes so that is at least one positive thing to happen this week.
28th July 2012
Dear Diary
Today has been a quiet Saturday. I didn’t sleep last night so I really didn’t feel like doing anything but I suppose everyday is the same I never want to do anything. I am back into a bad rut again and I can’t seem to break out of it, I thought going to Glasgow for a few days would get me out of the rut I have been in but as soon I was back home I just went back to the way I was before. I haven’t been out of the house for nearly two weeks, I know I should motivate myself but it is really hard especially when things never seem to go right, for example being told that they can not fix my oesophageal stricture and I will have to live with it for the rest of my life and having a reaction to the medication that I suppose to make me feel better.
29th July 2012
Dear Diary
Again I didn’t sleep last night so that meant that I slept until 7pm. I do not have any idea how to sort my insomia, I have tried everything I can thing of, chamomile tea, relaxing music and staying up all day but none of them work. I really am thinking about going to my GP and asking for sleeping tablets but I know what they say “sleeping tablets are not the answer”, I just don’t know what to do but I can not live like this any more.
27th July 2012
Dear Diary
I haven’t written for a good few days now because I have had a big disappointment this week. On Tuesday I took my first 25mg dose of mercaptopurine but I had an allergic reaction to the tablet, it really was a massive blow and it has set me back a bit because my depression has become worse again. I honestly don’t think the antidepressants that I am on are working anymore because my depression has been getting worse the last few weeks.
The only good thing about this week is that my oesophageal stricture has not got any worse I am still able to drink and eat Wotisits, Skips and cakes so that is at least one positive thing to happen this week.
28th July 2012
Dear Diary
Today has been a quiet Saturday. I didn’t sleep last night so I really didn’t feel like doing anything but I suppose everyday is the same I never want to do anything. I am back into a bad rut again and I can’t seem to break out of it, I thought going to Glasgow for a few days would get me out of the rut I have been in but as soon I was back home I just went back to the way I was before. I haven’t been out of the house for nearly two weeks, I know I should motivate myself but it is really hard especially when things never seem to go right, for example being told that they can not fix my oesophageal stricture and I will have to live with it for the rest of my life and having a reaction to the medication that I suppose to make me feel better.
29th July 2012
Dear Diary
Again I didn’t sleep last night so that meant that I slept until 7pm. I do not have any idea how to sort my insomia, I have tried everything I can thing of, chamomile tea, relaxing music and staying up all day but none of them work. I really am thinking about going to my GP and asking for sleeping tablets but I know what they say “sleeping tablets are not the answer”, I just don’t know what to do but I can not live like this any more.
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