Crohn's Quine Diary entries: 4-10th February 2013
Hi everyone I hope you have all had a great weekend. Today's blog post is my Crohn's Quine Diary for the 4th-10th February.
Wednesday 6th February
So things have been up and down since I last wrote an entry but I am still thinking positive. On Monday I had a recovery day, I really didn’t do that much on my birthday but it really did take it out of me but it was totally worth it, I haven’t had a really good birthday in a long time.
On Tuesday I went over to my best friend’s house in the afternoon to give her and her family a piece of birthday cake. It is so nice to have such a good friend and especially one that is so understanding and supportive, so we spent the afternoon having a good old talk and plenty of giggles.
Today I didn’t really do that much because my crohn’s was playing up, I just had shower, changed my ileostomy and then spent the rest of the day in bed. I though it would be probably be better to rest then push myself today because tomorrow is going to be a busy day, so please mother nature could you be very kind and not make it snow tonight.
Sunday 11th February
So I wasn’t really sure if I was going to write about this but I thought it would maybe help some of you.
In my last diary entry I said that I was going to get one my teeth pulled out but I didn’t and all I can say is Wednesday night was a very bad night. After I wrote I went to clean my teeth before I went to bed and I broke another 2 teeth so after that happened I snapped and had a massive meltdown. Over the past month I had been trying to ingore my emotions and not get upset about what had been happening. I was trying to carry on as normal but not expressing my emotions was not a good idea because when they came out it was really bad, I couldn’t stop crying, I couldn’t sleep, I had a massive anixiety attack, I felt sick, I gave myself a sore stomach and I also gave myself a really sore chest. I ended up spending some of the night lying on the living room floor stroking my cat to try and help calm me down but it took me over 6 hours to get myself sorted out.
Thankfully after Wednesday’s nights meltdown I have been feeling okay and I coped pretty well when my rectal wound started bleeding on Saturday night, so fingers crossed I never have a meltdown like that for a very,very,very long time.
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Wednesday 6th February
So things have been up and down since I last wrote an entry but I am still thinking positive. On Monday I had a recovery day, I really didn’t do that much on my birthday but it really did take it out of me but it was totally worth it, I haven’t had a really good birthday in a long time.
On Tuesday I went over to my best friend’s house in the afternoon to give her and her family a piece of birthday cake. It is so nice to have such a good friend and especially one that is so understanding and supportive, so we spent the afternoon having a good old talk and plenty of giggles.
Today I didn’t really do that much because my crohn’s was playing up, I just had shower, changed my ileostomy and then spent the rest of the day in bed. I though it would be probably be better to rest then push myself today because tomorrow is going to be a busy day, so please mother nature could you be very kind and not make it snow tonight.
Sunday 11th February
So I wasn’t really sure if I was going to write about this but I thought it would maybe help some of you.
In my last diary entry I said that I was going to get one my teeth pulled out but I didn’t and all I can say is Wednesday night was a very bad night. After I wrote I went to clean my teeth before I went to bed and I broke another 2 teeth so after that happened I snapped and had a massive meltdown. Over the past month I had been trying to ingore my emotions and not get upset about what had been happening. I was trying to carry on as normal but not expressing my emotions was not a good idea because when they came out it was really bad, I couldn’t stop crying, I couldn’t sleep, I had a massive anixiety attack, I felt sick, I gave myself a sore stomach and I also gave myself a really sore chest. I ended up spending some of the night lying on the living room floor stroking my cat to try and help calm me down but it took me over 6 hours to get myself sorted out.
Thankfully after Wednesday’s nights meltdown I have been feeling okay and I coped pretty well when my rectal wound started bleeding on Saturday night, so fingers crossed I never have a meltdown like that for a very,very,very long time.
If you would like to see my diary entry's as soon as post them, then follow my tumblr page Crohn's Quine Diary.
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