October is always a bad month
Hello my IBD friends, I hope you are all doing well. As you may have noticed the blog posts that I promised you for this month have not been posted and this is due to the fact that I have been feeling really, really depressed.
For as long as I can remember now every October has always been a crap month for me and the reason for this is over the years a lot of bad things have happened to me. October was the month that I developed Crohn's disease, had a failed operation in 2008, in 2009 I found that I had a bowel abscess that was about to burst and I was also suidical, there is other personal things that have happened in October but I would rather not mention them on here.
Every year I go through the same emotion's, feeling of hopeless and despair, cannot be bothered with life, negative thoughts, unable to deal with stress, find it hard to socialise with people and increased irritability. I also find that my binge eating (will be doing a blog post on this at some point) is worse as well.
As October is now past I am hoping that my mood will pick up and that I will be able to post all those blog posts that I promised you but until my next post remember to....
For as long as I can remember now every October has always been a crap month for me and the reason for this is over the years a lot of bad things have happened to me. October was the month that I developed Crohn's disease, had a failed operation in 2008, in 2009 I found that I had a bowel abscess that was about to burst and I was also suidical, there is other personal things that have happened in October but I would rather not mention them on here.
Every year I go through the same emotion's, feeling of hopeless and despair, cannot be bothered with life, negative thoughts, unable to deal with stress, find it hard to socialise with people and increased irritability. I also find that my binge eating (will be doing a blog post on this at some point) is worse as well.
As October is now past I am hoping that my mood will pick up and that I will be able to post all those blog posts that I promised you but until my next post remember to....
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